dhibooks Chapter 87 Running
Chapter 87 Running
The impact of this earthquake can be said to be unprecedented. The campus broadcasts are full of earthquake news, and the number of casualties continues to increase. The broadcasters almost read out the latest news about the disaster one after another with tears in their eyes.
Qin Yang, Long Xuan, and Yan Hao sat side by side on the basketball court. The once bustling court became very depressed at this time. The sudden bad news caused Qin Yang's withdrawal procedures to be put on hold temporarily. He was so busy that no one had time to deal with Qin Yang's affairs.
Qin Yang didn't feel annoyed when the formalities couldn't be completed. Instead, he felt a little fortunate. He knew that deep down in his heart, he didn't want to leave here and Feng Haochen.
Qin Yang rested his elbows on his legs, rested his cheeks on his hands, and looked at the field in a very depressed mood, while Long Xuan and Yan Hao were affected by the earthquake and had no intention of caring about him at all.
Everyone cares about the situation of the earthquake, but what Qin Yang cares about is Feng Haochen's attitude towards him. Although he has accepted the fact that Feng Haochen doesn't like him, just a word from the other party can make his heart hurt. Uncomfortable, after living for almost 18 years, it is the first time that Qin Yang can't let go of someone so much, even in his dreams, he never thought that one day he would fall, I like you, but you don't like me Sad situation.
The night gradually fell, and it was almost time for evening self-study. Long Xuan and Yan Hao stood up and asked him if he wanted to go to class. Qin Yang shook his head. Everyone knew what happened in the afternoon. I'm afraid that no one in the whole school wants to see him, and others don't like to see him, so why isn't he willing to look at those hypocritical faces?
Qin Yang found a small bamboo stick from somewhere, and squatted on the ground to draw circles. Seeing him like this, Long Xuan and Yan Hao didn't intend to persuade him to go to class, and were about to leave. When they turned around, they happened to see There was a person standing not far outside the stadium, facing their direction, although it was getting dark, they could still clearly see that that person was Feng Haochen.
Ever since Qin Yang and Feng Haochen failed to confess their love, Yan Hao and Feng Haochen have grown tired of looking at each other, and they no longer even maintain the most basic politeness, looking at Feng Haochen is full of disdain.
They didn't tell Qin Yang that Feng Haochen was outside the court. The two walked towards Feng Haochen, and Feng Haochen had no intention of leaving. As soon as he walked in front of the person, Yan Hao began to be sour on him: "Oh, isn't this Squad leader, what are you doing sneakily?"
Ever since falling out with Qin Yang, Feng Haochen has long been immune to Yan Hao's words of always holding a gun and a stick when they meet. Yan Hao has never been someone who can influence him, so he ignores Yan Hao, and has no intention of talking to them , Feng Haochen turned around to leave.
"Wait." Long Xuan called out to Feng Haochen.
Feng Haochen stopped in his tracks, turned around and looked at them with questioning eyes.
"Since you have already made up your mind, you shouldn't appear here. Qin Ri's transfer to another school is a foregone conclusion. If you want to be ruthless, you must be ruthless to the end. Don't give him impossible expectations." Long Xuan saw it more clearly than anyone else, he knew It is not Qin Yang who is suffering now, but what he cares about and cares about is only his brother.
"I know." Feng Haochen spat out two words lightly, looked in the direction where Qin Yang was, took another deep look, and then turned around firmly.
"Xuanzi, I'll give it a fuck. How can Qin Ri like him with his naked body?" Yan Hao said viciously, clenched his fists.
Long Xuan sighed and said: "Whether it's worth it or not, we don't count. If Qin Ri thinks it's worth it, then it's worth it. Let's go to class."
"Okay." Yan Hao felt that what Long Xuan said was right, even if he was a brother in matters of relationship, what could he do for him?
5 month 13 day.
Qin Yang didn't get up until after 10 o'clock. He didn't have to go to class, and he woke up naturally after sleeping. This is really the happiest thing in the world. Why should he go through the formalities today? Now that he has decided, he shouldn't be procrastinating or hesitating.
He lifted his own suitcase from the luggage rack, and rolled out as soon as he opened a rectangular box. Qin Yang picked up the box, and felt a sharp pain in his heart. He didn't even have the courage to open it, and he couldn't be more familiar with the contents inside. It was the gift he picked for Feng Haochen during the Chinese New Year, the pen with their two names engraved on it, and he hasn't been able to give this gift yet.
After being alone for a while, Qin Yang took a deep breath, got up and threw the pen into the trash can. At this moment, this pen represented the biggest failure in his life so far. Of course, he couldn't keep it, let it be always Reminding myself that I have ever done such a bad job.
Qin Yang opened the closet and began to pack his clothes. After packing, he saw a pile of reference books on the desk, which were bought by Feng Haochen. After hesitating for a moment, he decided to take them away. The suitcase was full of his Clothes and some personal items, he couldn't fit the reference books, so he had to take out the clothes and put them back in the closet, and put the thick stack of reference books in the suitcase.
After finishing all this, he opened his drawer, intending to see if there were any important items missing. As soon as the drawer was opened, he saw a slender and very old flannel bag, bulging like a pen or something item, it doesn't seem to be his.
Qin Yang picked up the bag curiously and took out the contents. It was a pen. Judging from the degree of wear and tear, this pen was very old but it was well preserved. Although Qin Yang was not very familiar with these things, However, having experience in choosing fountain pens for Feng Haochen, he can still see that although this pen is not as good as the one he bought, it is still made with precision.
Qin Yang took the pen in his hand and looked at it carefully. He felt that this pen was very familiar, and he was sure that he must have seen it before, but he was sure that it was definitely not his own.
"Who put it in his drawer?" Qin Yang was puzzled in his heart. He glanced at the drawer again and found that there was a piece of letter paper under the pen. There was an inexplicable panic in his heart, and the doubts in his heart gradually became clear. The answer It's ready to come out.
Qin Yang held his breath, his fingers trembling slightly, took out the thin letter paper, and unfolded it in extreme panic and anxiety. The neat and powerful handwriting, he recognized at a glance that it was Feng Haochen's writing:
Qin Yang:
I don’t know if we can see each other again in the future. Although you don’t need anything, I still hope you can accept this pen. It’s a small gift and a souvenir.
No matter what the future holds, please live a better life than me!
Feng Haochen
It took Qin Yang a long, long time to read the few short sentences. He held the letter paper tightly in his hands, and the paper was quickly deformed and incomplete in his hands.
Clutching the letter paper, Qin Yang punched the desk with a loud 'bang'. There was a piercing pain from the knuckles of his fingers, which hit the most fragile nerve in his heart. Cursed: "Feng Haochen, you are a fucking bastard, bastard!"
After scolding, Qin Yang seemed to have suddenly gone crazy, turned around and walked to the trash can, squatted down hastily, took out the pen that he had just thrown in from the trash can, and ran out of the dormitory holding it in his hand .
Qin Yang ran all the way and said to himself: For the last time, I will try my best again for the last time. If the result still cannot be changed, then I will completely forget about Feng Haochen and this person. If he admits that he likes me, then he must Beat him hard.
Qin Yang rushed to the teaching building. It happened to be the end of get out of class time. He carefully searched every face that passed him, making sure that he would not miss Feng Haochen. Qin Yang found Feng Haochen's classroom all the way, and stood in the classroom At the door, he carefully examined every face, but there was no Feng Haochen.
Before Qin Yang could speak, someone in the class saw Qin Yang and said, "Qin Yang, why is it you again? I told you not to come to our class."
As soon as the words came out, there was a burst of echo. Qin Yang was disturbed by these people's quarrel, and shouted loudly: "Shut up for me, mouse, Xuanzi, come out and I have something to look for you."
Long Xuan and Yan Hao looked at each other, curled their lips, and followed Qin Yang out helplessly. As soon as they walked out, Qin Yang couldn't wait to ask them: "Where's Feng Haochen?"
As soon as Yan Hao heard that the old man was not happy, he made such a battle and asked them to come out because of Feng Haochen's evil spirit, and said uncomfortablely: "I don't know, we are not his followers."
"I don't have time to joke with you. I have something to ask for him. Now, right away, I'm going to see him right away." Qin Yang raised his voice.
Yan Hao crossed his arms leisurely, feeling a little gloating: "Then you must not see him now, immediately, immediately."
"What do you mean? Is he not at school?" Qin Yang grabbed Yan Hao's arm and asked him.
"Don't ask me, I don't know." Yan Hao showed a tendency to resist to the end.
Qin Yang was very angry when he saw Yan Hao like this, but he couldn't beat him, so he had to ask Long Xuan for help: "Xuanzi, tell me, where did he go?"
"Xuanzi, don't tell him." Yan Hao intended to stop Long Xuan.
"Mouse, you're fucking itchy, aren't you?" Qin Yang wasn't sure if Yan Hao continued to tease him like this, would he really do it.
"He left in the morning, joined the Blue Sky Rescue Team, and went to the disaster area." It was Long Xuan who spoke.
"What?" Qin Yang's eyes widened in disbelief, did Feng Haochen die?
"When did you leave?" He continued to ask Long Xuan.
"Leave early in the morning and go directly to the rescue plane."
"Fuck!" Qin Yang dropped the word and turned around and ran away.
Seeing that something was wrong, Long Xuan and Yan Hao ran after Qin Yang. Qin Yang ran all the way to the back of the cafeteria, in the vegetable garden, stood under the wall, stretched his legs and began to climb over the wall. This is where he usually "smuggles" at school. Tobacco, snacks, the shortest and weakest wall in the entire Lantian Middle School.
When Yan Hao and Long Xuan arrived, Qin Yang had already climbed over the wall. They didn't dare to shout loudly for fear of calling the teacher, so they could only call Qin Yang in a low voice: "Qin Ri, what are you doing? Come down!"
Qin Yang glanced at them and said, "I'm going to find him." Then he jumped off the wall.
Neither Long Xuan nor Yan Hao had time to stop him, Yan Hao looked at Long Xuan in a panic: "Xuanzi, what should we do? What should we do? This is going to cause a catastrophe!"
Long Xuanbai glanced at him and said very calmly: "What can we do? Let him go! He's going to drop out of school anyway."
"But, this is on the mountain, far away from the road! Can Qin Ri run out?" Yan Hao looked worried.
"So now, we're going to notify the leader." After finishing speaking, Long Xuan turned around and prepared to report this matter to the school.
Yan Hao scratched his head, wondering what the 'wife' was trying to do by letting Qin Yang go and informing the school to arrest Qin Yang?
Qin Yang jumped off the wall and almost twisted his foot. He rubbed his foot and stood up to make sure it was all right. When he was about to continue running, he was stunned by the situation in front of him. Every time he just asked people to throw things in from here, he never He didn't come out to see it, but when he saw it today, he couldn't even figure out which direction to run, the surrounding weeds were overgrown, and he couldn't see the way at all.
Qin Yang knew that he couldn't sit here and wait for death. He had to run. He picked a piece with traces of being crushed, and started running. He knew they were on the mountain. No matter what, as long as they kept running down, there would be nothing wrong. of.
Qin Yang ran all the way, cheering himself up all the way, no matter what the result is, only by walking bravely will he know that at least there is still hope and expectation when running all the way, it is better than standing still!