ten years to you

Chapter 84 The Graveyard

Qin Yang spent a few days at home, and he still had some long-lost excitement at first, but after a few days, he felt dull. His brother told him to stay at home and tell him about the transfer to another school after 51. He will do it, he counted on his fingers, there is still half a month before May Day, most of his pig friends have been sent abroad, and the rest of them have to go to school, it is impossible to accompany him every day Clubbing, drinking, drag racing.

Qin Yang thought that it would be impossible for him to stay like this all the time, so he might as well travel abroad, otherwise his mind would be filled with Feng Haochen as soon as he was free, and he couldn't even throw it away, Qin Yang probably wouldn't Thinking that one day I will like someone to such an extent.

His grandparents are full of activities every day, and Qin Yang doesn't want to get involved. A group of old men and old ladies who have retired gather together to play golf, talk about business, talk about the economy, talk about policies, play cards, and play mahjong. He really doesn't have any interest.

He informed his brother about Qin Yang's overseas travel, and his brother gave him a card without saying anything, telling him to be careful, and didn't say anything else.

On the day of leaving, Qin Yang went to see his mother. This is a cemetery in a wealthy area, surrounded by singing birds and fragrant flowers. The guards of the cemetery are very professional. A bouquet of carnations was more than 10 times more expensive than outside. Qin Yang took out the money and bought the bunch of flowers, smiling inwardly: Hehe, dead people's money is better than living people's money these days.

Qin Yang hugged the carnation and walked up the stairs step by step to his mother's graveyard. He bent down and placed the flowers in front of his mother's grave, then sat by the tombstone and looked at the photo on the tombstone. The woman in the photo is elegant And gentle, with a shallow smile that makes people feel like a spring breeze, Qin Yang said to the photo: "Mom, I'm Yangyang, I'm here to see you."

"Do you think I am taller again?"

"Isn't he handsome again?"

"Do you think my hairstyle doesn't look good? I don't think it looks good either, but it doesn't matter. It will grow back after a while, and you can get it back."

Knowing that the people lying here can't give him any response, Qin Yang still rambled on non-stop. After so many days, he just wanted to find someone, find a place to talk to.

"Does Xia Dongdong tell you bad things about me every time I come here?"

"I know he must say I'm an asshole, that I'm not doing human affairs."

"I also know that I'm a jerk, but why am I so jerk?"

"Mom, it was clearly agreed that you would grow up with me and stay with me for the rest of my life, but why did you lie to me?"

As he spoke, Qin Yang's voice became low and even choked up: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I hurt you. If I hadn't stopped you from going, you wouldn't be lying here."

Qin Yang reached out to touch the photo on the tombstone, with infinite sadness in his eyes: "You know what? I like a person very, very much, but he doesn't like me. The way he looked at me that day was the last time I saw you. I have the same look in my eyes, I killed you, but I can’t hurt him again, right? So I’m doing the right thing, right?”

"But I'm very sad, I really really like him! Mom, tell me why? Why did you do this?" Qin Yang couldn't go on talking, he could only hug his legs and turn his head Buried between his knees, the only son licking his own wounds, the 17-year-old Qin Yang is arrogant, domineering, selfish, and a jerk, but also fragile, sensitive, domineering and careless in his daily life The lungs made everyone forget that Qin Yang also suffers from pain, and it can also be heart-piercing.

Qin Yang stayed in the cemetery for an afternoon. After leaving, he didn't go home, but went straight to the airport. He didn't have a specific destination for that country, that city, or that flight. He bought that flight recently.

Qin Yang has been on the plane almost every day for more than ten days since the beginning of the tour. At the end of the plane, his eardrums were congested. He almost flew to a country in a day, got off the plane and got on the plane again. Said it was self-abuse, the time difference in different places made him unclear whether it was day or night, and he didn't even sleep for two hours every day.

In just ten days, Qin Yang's improper diet and serious lack of sleep caused Qin Yang to lose weight suddenly, losing more than ten catties at once, but he didn't realize it. Finally, on May 5th, his brother After calling to tell him that the school affairs were settled, and asking him to go back to prepare for enrollment, Qin Yang embarked on the journey back to China......

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This is less today, because the two will meet again tomorrow, and I want to combine the rest to tomorrow.